[Looking at him now it's easy to distinguish the differences between him and the last time that she saw Castiel. He's tightly wound and coiled, ready to snap, and he's rigid and disassociated. All things that he wasn't when he came to try and make amends when all this somehow got worse- and she lost both parents and any chance at a normal life.
She's hesitant to move forward, even after all this time looking at him can be painful, for more than one reason now, certainly. It's an internal conflict she's learned to just deal with. It's not all bad. There were worse hosts that could have occupied that body, that much she knew for sure, as a former vessel of his and as someone previously under his care.]
Yeah... You're not you, right? You're looking at me like I'm a ghost.
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She's hesitant to move forward, even after all this time looking at him can be painful, for more than one reason now, certainly. It's an internal conflict she's learned to just deal with. It's not all bad. There were worse hosts that could have occupied that body, that much she knew for sure, as a former vessel of his and as someone previously under his care.]
Yeah... You're not you, right? You're looking at me like I'm a ghost.