[To see a day where Alec was the one providing comfort, and concern through the rose-colored glasses of their still very rocky relationship is an unsettling tilt to their relationship. Typically it was the reverse, and so with a simple nod he finishes what's left his wine before meeting Alec's sincere gaze.]
I'm making do. One doesn't become as established as I am without being able to handle the occasional backslide.
[The smile he uses to punctuate the words is strained, false, but it's as sincere as he can muster given how tense he truly feels.
So much of him wants to reach out, renew the kiss they'd shared what feels like so recently, but it wouldn't be fair- he knows it.]
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I'm making do. One doesn't become as established as I am without being able to handle the occasional backslide.
[The smile he uses to punctuate the words is strained, false, but it's as sincere as he can muster given how tense he truly feels.
So much of him wants to reach out, renew the kiss they'd shared what feels like so recently, but it wouldn't be fair- he knows it.]