( it's a nice sentiment but stefan's not sure what he wants or, really, if he deserves to have what he wants. maybe he's better off just leaving those desires as just that: desires. something to think about but not to put upon anyone else because he was a mess on the best of days. )

Who's saying I'm not doing exactly what I want right now? ( by basically siting here and moping. he doesn't want to not being this, after all. )

I'll do this and I'll watch Damon since my schedule's just really opened up a lot. Keep things easy. ( yeah right. things would never be easy. )