(Eddie knew that better than most too. Eddie was far from the smartest Loser. He was naive and foolish, and he wasn't very academically bright. Richie though? Eddie was always watching Richie and it meant he saw all of those perfect As he got and maintained.
If he were capable of flushing, he might of, because he hates the idea of lying. Lying to Richie was worse than maybe anything else.)
It's not a lie. I just don't want to break his heart. I'm alive right now. I...I just- I don't know how to tell him that. Like, what do I even say? 'Hey by the way I die for you and you go half crazy from it then get to live your life alone?'
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(Eddie knew that better than most too. Eddie was far from the smartest Loser. He was naive and foolish, and he wasn't very academically bright. Richie though? Eddie was always watching Richie and it meant he saw all of those perfect As he got and maintained.
If he were capable of flushing, he might of, because he hates the idea of lying. Lying to Richie was worse than maybe anything else.)
It's not a lie. I just don't want to break his heart. I'm alive right now. I...I just- I don't know how to tell him that. Like, what do I even say? 'Hey by the way I die for you and you go half crazy from it then get to live your life alone?'