[Mika hates that he has to ask, but a part of him wants to know. He wants to hear if he can be relieved that Yuichiro escaped or comforted that he stayed with him.]
[No matter what the answer is, it's clear that it cut deep. Mika is scared to imagine it too closely. Just hearing about it second hand feels like being introduced to a yawning despair that he's not sure how to deal with. Instead he simply touches Yuichiro's cheek, glad that he's survived.]
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[Mika hates that he has to ask, but a part of him wants to know. He wants to hear if he can be relieved that Yuichiro escaped or comforted that he stayed with him.]
[No matter what the answer is, it's clear that it cut deep. Mika is scared to imagine it too closely. Just hearing about it second hand feels like being introduced to a yawning despair that he's not sure how to deal with. Instead he simply touches Yuichiro's cheek, glad that he's survived.]
It'll be okay. We'll find something for you.