Understandable. Until this place's reality is thrust upon you and unavoidable, it is a lot for all of us to take. I have had, sadly, years to get used to its madness.

[She nodded and motioned in the direction of the coffee shop.]

I wouldn't recommend a lot, but a bite of something would be wise. We don't understand why, but the food she leaves us in a jar is important. It doesn't have to be that food, but a bite or two makes you more ... part of things. If you don't eat, you will eventually start to fade.