[ Cas doesn't hesitate, just grabs the bottle and takes another hefty swig before fishing for his jacket.
He used to be a soldier of heaven, a being of light and energy held together by divine will. On a metaphysical level, he's absolutely had worse over the eons of his existence. But now... now he feels, and there is no pain greater than that.
Cas feels his fingers close around the plastic bottle, opening the cap and shaking two pills into his palm before he can rethink his life choices. By the time Dean turns around, Cas is popping them into his mouth and raising the whiskey to wash them down with.
cw: substance abuse / very unhealthy mixing of medication
[ Cas doesn't hesitate, just grabs the bottle and takes another hefty swig before fishing for his jacket.
He used to be a soldier of heaven, a being of light and energy held together by divine will. On a metaphysical level, he's absolutely had worse over the eons of his existence. But now... now he feels, and there is no pain greater than that.
Cas feels his fingers close around the plastic bottle, opening the cap and shaking two pills into his palm before he can rethink his life choices. By the time Dean turns around, Cas is popping them into his mouth and raising the whiskey to wash them down with.
Bottoms up. ]