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DECEMBER 2019 TEST DRIVE

DECEMBER 2019 TEST DRIVE MEME

Welcome to December's Test Drive Meme!

This month's Test Drive's theme is: PROPHETIC HORROR.

All Test Drive Memes contain at least one clue to the Deerington's upcoming in-game events for the month! Keep your eyes peeled! But...not literally.

Characters may die during TDMs, but you do not need to count it towards a game-canonical death unless you want to. Consider it a freebie. All TDMs can be considered game canon as TDMs introduce minor aspects about the world of Deerington that can be revisited by characters later on in the game. You may also use TDMs for your application writing sample as well as AC.

CW: Possible death via exposure (freezing), Krampus imagery, possible vore, visual and auditory hallucinations, monster violence, stalking, decapitation

Don't forget to tag content whenever necessary. Have fun!

VANISH LIKE THE WARM STOVE

Winter has set in in Deerington and it’s as harsh as one would expect for the frigid mountains of inland Maine. There’s snow on the ground, icicles hanging off of most buildings, and black ice all over the roads. Better be careful where you step or you might just slip and hurt yourself while you’re walking around town!

But there’s something unusual about the cold. It feels bone-deep and no amount of layers or staying inside seems to make it shake. Your teeth are always chattering, you feel the need to hunch in on yourself to keep any heat from escaping, and if you look at your hands, you might see them go from bright red, to white, to even the slightest tint of blue throughout the day. You’re getting colder by the minute and it feels like there’s no way to stop it. Maybe you’re just doomed to freeze.

The box is waiting on a bench. You didn’t see who placed it, but there’s a small tag with your name on it, so clearly it was meant for you. If you ignore the box, it will start to show up on random surfaces around town wherever you might be; the kitchen counter, a desk or display case at your work, the floor of your bedroom… No matter where you are, the box is there too. Eventually, you might as well just give in and open it.

Inside every box are three matches. They’re relatively long, like the sort you’d use to light a fire in a fireplace, and they appear to be completely normal. People who can sense magic won’t get a reading off of the match and no amount of testing the wood or the tip will show anything other than the exact chemical make up one would expect. So maybe they’re safe! There’s a small note tucked inside the box with only two words written in childishly messy scroll; Keep Warm.

If you light the match, you’ll find that you’re instantly starting to feel a little less cold. It’s the first bit of heat you’ve managed to snag in so long that you’ll probably find yourself a little desperate to hold onto it. The matches burn at a relatively steady rate, not too fast or too slow, and the wind can easily blow them out, so be careful! You’ll have to protect the flame from the elements if you want to keep yourself toasty. The only strange thing that you might notice is that whenever you’re near another person who has a lit match, both the matches seem to burn a little stronger and stay lit a little longer. So maybe you’ll have to pair up and learn to share. If you’re smart, you’ll light just one of each of your matches at a time, giving you a total of six chances to keep yourself from freezing to death.

There’s always a catch though, isn’t there? Each match will come with a unique vision as the flame dies out. A vision that can be seen by both of you. The vision will belong to whoever’s match as burning and it will be as vibrant and detailed as if you were really in the middle of it.

The end of the first match will show you something you want. It can be anything; a warm meal, a new bed, an object from home you’ve longed for. You’ll be able to pick it up, taste it, smell it, do whatever you would normally do; but at the end of the day, it isn’t real, and ultimately you might find that you’re just chewing on your own (or your companion’s) hand.

The end of the second match will show a vision of someone that you miss. Whether it’s from home, a previous world, or someone who’s come and gone from Deerington, you’ll see them clear as day, calling for you and beckoning you to come with them. It’s probably best to not. After all, you’d have to leave your matches behind, and it’s cold out there.

The end of the third match will show you a vision of somewhere you miss. It’ll be like you’re standing in the middle of the very place you’ve been longing for ever since you arrived in Deerington — maybe even longer. It’ll look, sound, smell, and feel like the place you’ve missed most. It’s almost easy to want to stay and forget to come back to reality and light your next match.

If you both can make the six matches stretch until the sun sets, you’ll find that the cold has finally broken, and you’re able to keep yourself warm again. If you don’t? Well, it’s time to find someone else with a bundle of matches, and hope they’re okay with some basic invasion of privacy to stop you both from getting hypothermia.

BETTER WATCH OUT

Have you been a good person this year? Probably not! This is Deerington after all and everyone’s got a sin or two they’ve committed that they’ve been carrying around some deep shame about. Whether it’s something you’ve done here or something you did back home, the things your character feels guilt over will start to plague them more and more frequently as of late. Maybe you’ll start to see small little snippets of the memory flash before your eyes, or hear the voices of the people you’ve hurt calling out to you for mercy. No matter how it manifests, it’ll be gnawing at your insides, growing more and more impossible to ignore.

It might just be the paranoia from having to flashback to your worst memories at all hours of the day, but eventually you start to feel like someone (or something) is following you. You hear the scrape of nails against cement, the thud of heavy footsteps, or the sound of a heavy sigh by your ear accompanied with the smell of rancid breath. But every time you go to look, it seems like there isn’t anything there. No matter how logical a person you might be, you still end up feeling a little on edge, and you know you’re right about being… well, stalked. You may not be the sort who usually goes for comfort from others, but something inside of you tells you that maybe you’ll be a little safer if you aren’t alone. You seek out a friend, a colleague, or even a complete stranger— just someone who might make this creeping suspicion of being watched go away for a little while.

Except the moment that the two of you are together, Krampus finally arrives. He seems to fall from the sky, landing in front of you with a ground shaking thud, his long tongue hanging out of a mouth filled with razor sharp teeth. He’s ever bit the demon you’d expect him to be and he looks hungry. You can try to run or you can try to fight, but he’s quick and strong, certainly hard for any normal human to take down. And if you look into his eyes, then things are about to get a whole lot worse.

Whoever locks eyes with him will have the very thing you have been feeling guilt over put on display for both you and your companion to see. It’ll be like you’ve been transported directly into the memory, Krampus’ clawed hand gripping your shoulders and forcing you to watch whatever your shame is play out in front of you all over again. The detail is striking and there’s nothing left out, no matter how hard you or your companion try to stop it.

When the memory stops playing, Krampus will start to move his tongue around you, wrapping you in the long, blood red muscle like it’s a snake. You can try to break free and it’s possible to cut the demon’s tongue with a sharp blade if you or your companion happens to have one; whatever you do, it’s best to do it quickly before you end up a snack.

Krampus can be taken down in one of two ways; either the person who is experiencing the guilt must confess their sin out loud and profusely apologize, begging for forgiveness for their misdeeds or he can be taken down in a somewhat simple ceremony. The chains dangling from the Krampus wrists must be grabbed and somehow secured into the ground; this will weaken Krampus greatly and leave him more vulnerable to attack. Once he is secured, you must take off his head. It doesn’t matter if it’s cut off, ripped off or blown off, the moment the neck is severed from the rest of the body, the Krampus will turn a deep black, like coal, before crumbling into dust, leaving only the head behind.

A little messy, but definitely efficient.


Character Arrival

You can read how all characters arrive in Deerington here.

There is not a collective "all these characters showed up at the exact same moment" occurrence in Deerington. Since characters fall asleep, die, or pass out at various times throughout all their worlds, it wouldn't make too much sense if they arrived in game all at the exact same time. There should be some discrepancy between character arrival, whether by a couple minutes, hours, or even days up to a week.

The players are entirely in control of how/when they want to play their characters arriving in Deerington. For TDMs, you can play it like your character has just arrived and that can be maintained as your game canon, or you can wait until game events for that moment. Or you don't need to acknowledge it at all. The flexibility for character allows a bit more of an organic feel to the character arrival situation, so please play it to whatever feels right for you.

If you are interested in having an "arrival" introduction for one of your TDM prompts, you are more than welcome to explore that option.
67_impala: (Standing)

Dean Winchester | Supernatural (SUPER tentative; no pun intended)

[personal profile] 67_impala 2019-11-24 07:51 am (UTC)(link)
⛧ Vanish Like The Warm Stove | CW: Possibly graphic memories, thoughts of death
[Dean sat on a bench viciously rubbing his hands together and breathing into them for any relief from the cold but it seemed futile. He huddled closer to himself in his jacket. This cold felt unnatural. Nothing relieved it or took the edge off the icy blades creeping into his skin. He came back for this? To freeze to death in a nightmare world? Sounds about right.

He plucked one of the matches from his jacket pocket and looked it over suspiciously.]


Fine. You know what? It's fine. Just friggen dandy! [Who was he arguing with? Yeah, there's no one there, Dean. With one final grumble, he struck the match on the bench and almost immediately felt the cold seeping away.] Oh. Oh! Just like that, then? That's all it takes?

[But how long was it going to burn? He only had three. God, just send him back to purgatory! At least he felt like he was in more control there.

He doesn't look up from the match when he hears someone approaching. He's already burned one completely. The thought of the Impala had slowly faded away with its warmth. Whoever walked up would see Dean standing by the bench, a woman with medium-length blonde hair stood before him smiling. She held out a hand and all he could do was stare.]


....mom? [It was the quietest of whispers that you might just miss if you weren't quiet.]

⛧ Better Watch Out |CW: Violent memories, mentions of minor character death
[Dean Winchester was a hunter. He's been followed and stalked and ambushed his entire life. So when he felt the nagging feeling at the back of his mind that someone was stalking him, he did what any reasonable man would do: he turned and glared at the expanse behind him.]

Don't know who you are or why you're stalking me, but it'd be smarter for you to back off. I'm not some poor idiot you wanna mess with. [No response. Well, not that he really expected one. So, he turned back around and continued down the street.

Some hours later, Dean felt that presence even closer. Like it was almost right behind him. It made the hair on the back of his neck stand on end. He pulled the knife from his waistband and whirled around again. This time he saw a shape in the shadows briefly, but then it was gone. He woke his Fluid and shot a text:]


Outside the diner. Might need backup.

What's wrong? Lose your bridge, Goatman? I think you should've stayed in Maryland.

⛧ Wildcard! |
[OOC: Pitch a starter at him! I'm open to Arrivals as well. NOTE: This is a tentative decision. If you're looking to app Dean, lemme know and I'll bow out. <3]
fathertoson: (pic#13597464)

hello c:

[personal profile] fathertoson 2019-11-24 02:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[ When Sam gets a text like that from anyone these days he's going to come prepared for anything. He's heard of people being stalked, even a few rumors of people seeing something lurking in the shadows, though he hasn't gotten a good description of what the thing is, or what it even does aside from freak people out. Which means it could be almost anything.

'Almost anything' means that Sam's sticking to the reliable basics - silver bullets in his gun, already in hand when he gets out of the car, parked on the other side of the street, and an angel blade close at hand as he heads around the corner, peering out into the alleyway behind the diner. He hears his brother before he sees him - and unsurprisingly, stealth obviously isn't his play here. Dean's always been a fan of the more direct approach.

It's not the worst idea actually, especially when he knows backup is coming. Most things that stalk people in the dark aren't used to that kind of confrontation, and throwing them off their game like that can make a big difference. Considering how things around here tend to operate though Sam's not expecting this thing to be rattled. Assuming it even is an actual creature and not some kind of weird hallucination. There's been a lot of that going around too. ]


Did you see it?
67_impala: (Gun- Locked and loaded)

Hello! <3 Shhh, it's a secret. Lol

[personal profile] 67_impala 2019-11-24 05:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[Sam's quick to respond. Dean could always count on that. With his brother at his side, he was less worried something would get the better of him, even in a place like this that didn't follow all the rules they were used.

He didn't look away from the dark alleyway when Sam joined him. Watching for any sign of movement again.]


Big, ugly son of a bitch. Goat horns and a freaky tongue. I've got silver, salt, and iron but I've never seen this ugly mug before. Not sure what'll do the trick.

[Unfortunately, the silver and iron were both in the form of melee weapons, a blade and crowbar respectively. The salt... well, he had a few spare rocksalt shotgun shells in his pocket but no gun to deploy them. Didn't mean he couldn't cut them apart and just toss the contents in the desired direction.]
fathertoson: (pic#)

[personal profile] fathertoson 2019-11-27 04:01 am (UTC)(link)
Sounds like a pagan thing.

[ Which could be bad. A lot of the old pagan gods were only weak to a very specific kind of weapon, and they don't have time to delve through books looking for possibilities. Then again, most things here aren't too hard to take down if someone's determined enough, even if they're not using ideal weapons. Whatever it is, odds are good that it won't like either the silver bullets or the angel blade. Even if they can't kill it, they should at least be able to shake it off until they figure that part out.

It's a comfortable routine between the two of them, no matter what year they're from. Some things just don't change.

They need to sort Dean out on weapons, that much is obvious. They actually have a respectable stockpile at the house now, as they've been slowly adding to it over the past few months, but all of that is far away right now. They'll just have to work with what they have at hand.

The goat thing though. He has a feeling he's read about something like that before, but he can't put a finger on it yet. ]


Maybe we shouldn't fight it right out here next to the- crap, Dean, look out!

[ Almost as if sensing that they might get away, it comes crashing in through the snow, headed straight for his brother. ]
67_impala: (I'm poison)

[personal profile] 67_impala 2019-11-27 10:19 am (UTC)(link)
Pagan? Great. We've got a wonderful track record with Pagan Gods.

[See, this is why Sam was the book guy and Dean was the gun guy. Pagan Gods were generally a pain in their asses and, unless you were Lucifer, they took a special touch to gank. Didn't hurt to try, right?

Dean would've been on board with Sam's almost suggestion to lure it away, but apparently Goatman didn't agree. It also had a hankering for Dean, but he was okay with that. He'd rather have it on his ass than Sam's. However, before he could react beyond bringing up the silver knife, bracing the back of the weapon-hand with his free hand, he locked eyes with the Krampus.

The world around Dean dissolved into a memory. Krampus was behind him now, holding him in place by the shoulders. Welcome to Purgatory, Sam. Oops? Hasn't Dean mentioned this? Flashes of everything he killed sped by in hyper speed, not necessarily the point of this exercise. Repeated images of an obvious vampire and Castiel working alongside him sped past as well. Things seemed to slow as Dean and Cas ran up a hill towards a portal. Dean stepped through and Cas didn't.

The elder Winchester closed his eyes and tried to turn away, but Krampus dug its claws into his shoulders and shook him, forcing him to look back at the scene just as he left Castiel behind. As the memory faded, a tongue coiled around Dean's neck. Nope. Nope nope nope!]


Memory-jacking sonova-- [He flipped the blade around in his hand, the other reaching up to grab the slick appendage, and he sliced through it with the knife, staggering forward and away from the Krampus that was currently roaring angrily.] --Kiss reject!

What Pagan God feeds on guilt and will silver kill it?
fathertoson: (pic#13159713)

cw for gunfire/violence

[personal profile] fathertoson 2019-11-28 05:08 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Sam didn't know what he was seeing. Only that he somehow has a feeling that he's looking at someplace that could take a run at Hell as far as being hospitable, though he doesn't think that's what it is. It's mostly a violent, chaotic mess until it narrows down onto two familiar faces, joined by a third that he doesn't know, fighting their way through hordes of monsters of every size and description that he's ever seen and then some. He might not understand what's going on, but he does understand the crushing guilt that he sees on Dean's face as the memory fades.

He doesn't know how or why Cas got left behind. It doesn't matter right now anyway, and regardless, no part of him would believe that Dean would have just abandoned the angel unless he had no other choice. Of course he would still feel guilty as hell about it.

And that seems like the reason that this thing is onto him. ]


I think it's a Krampus! [ Or something a lot like it. ] The Krampus, whatever.

[ It's already furious about its tongue being sliced clean through, but now that Dean's clear of it Sam's got a clear shot, and he's taking advantage of it to fire several silver bullets right between those burning eyes. ]
67_impala: (Are you freaking kidding me?)

Re: cw for gunfire/violence

[personal profile] 67_impala 2019-11-29 08:22 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, well if it's The Krampus, I guess that changes things! Wouldn't wanna confuse it with a Krampus!

[Despite his sass, Dean did appreciate Sam's knowledge. He also appreciated his aim. The Krampus went down, seemingly dead. He pulled the detached tongue from around his neck and tossed it to the ground. He could have done without the tongue around his neck, but okay.]

Nice shot, Sammy. Even Evil Demon Santa doesn't like silver bullets. Is it just me or are Pagan Gods getting easier to off?

[Probably because it's not dead, Dean.]

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wiseass: (pic#13446430)

sup - like the warm stove

[personal profile] wiseass 2019-11-24 06:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[Claire had only just worked through her issues with Dean vanishing in the dead of the night. After the impromptu visit from her parents and Kaia, she's coasting through her own life and might as well be a zombie herself. She's exhausted, physically and emotionally, but regular patrol gives her some sense of purpose and she takes pleasure in that with a flashlight in hand and layers to the brim. She's still freezing, this weather is bullshit, but she's properly equipped having been here at the start of the storm.

What she isn't properly equipped for is Dean, glassy-eyed and awe-struck on a bench. She hears him first, and when he beam falls on the canvas jacket, trails up to the face, for a minute she thinks she's having a hallucination of her own.]


Try again, Hasselhoff.
67_impala: (Sammy?)

Oh gosh, I'm sorry Claire.

[personal profile] 67_impala 2019-11-24 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[It wasn't exactly abrupt, but the bounce that didn't match the face shattered the illusion of his mother. He blinked rapidly, as if he could clear the emotion from them and focused on the young blonde who had spoken. Nope. Not mom. Not even Jo.]

Winchester. Easy mistake to make. [Time didn't flow the same here. Sam was way before him. And he'd apparently been here before... a few times. This was just a lot of shit to keep track of. He'd play it off as if that didn't freak him out a bit.]

You shouldn't be out in this. [Acquainted or not, he wasn't heartless. Dean shrugged out of his jacket and moved to drape it around her shoulders.]
wiseass: (pic#13518075)

it's cool - welcome to the pain train.

[personal profile] wiseass 2019-11-24 08:28 pm (UTC)(link)
As in Dean. Yeah, I know who you are.

[Of course he doesn't remember her, why would he? It's been that way since the start. First Sam, always Dean, and Jack - well, Jack can't really be helped. She's felt more comfortable with him than any of the rest. Including Castiel, for obvious reasons. Not just because he didn't remember either.

She folds her arms over her chest, and the chivalry only earns Dean a roll of her eyes.]


It's Claire, as in Novak. I'm better equipped to be out in this than you are, right now. Why don't you come back with me to my car, and I can take you to the house. Sam's there.
67_impala: (You're serious?)

[personal profile] 67_impala 2019-11-25 05:20 am (UTC)(link)
[Novak? Why did that name ring a bell to him? Seems like it should be... important. There's a look in his eyes now. Recognition.]

Cas' kid? You were--[He holds a hand out at his side indicating the height he last remembered seeing her. In other words, when they burst into Jimmy's house and stopped those demons from killing the Novaks.] You--you've gotten taller.

[Yes, Dean. That's what kids do. Also, yeah, ignore the gnawing guilt that you couldn't get Cas out of Purgatory. And by proxy, her dad.]

The house? Sammy's settled down and adopted a kid now? Every time something happens, he gets more domestic.
wiseass: (pic#13518065)

[personal profile] wiseass 2019-11-25 05:48 am (UTC)(link)
Not so much his kid.

[Her tone's a little edgy but, it's not his fault she's having to do this song and dance over again. Things weren't so great between her and Castiel right now either. Chalk it up to nobody being on the same page.]

That's what happens, and I'm twenty-one, dick. Not fourteen or something. Sam's not... settled, not even a little, but you'll get there when you get there. Castiel is here too, for the record.
67_impala: (Whuuu?)

I'm realising just how many confused faces he makes...

[personal profile] 67_impala 2019-11-25 06:22 am (UTC)(link)
Whoa, dial it back a bit, princess. [Yeah, he caught the tone. How could he not? Sass begets sass. That's how the saying goes, right?] What's his--Jimmy. Jimmy's kid. His face has always been Cas to me. The whole two people, one body thing gets confusing.

So, wait. Am I in the future or are you in the past? Present. My present, your past. Time travel sucks.

[Full stop. Reverse.] Cas is alive?

[He will eventually get there. Eventually.]

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heraldingangel: (Cas: Little Lives)

Warm Stove

[personal profile] heraldingangel 2019-11-24 09:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Castiel halts, breath seizing tight in his throat when he catches echoes of a familiar voice in the wind. He lifts his head to the open sky searching for a direction until another exclamation has him chasing ghosts through the snow. By the time he catches sight of Dean, his heart is hammering in his chest. Without his grace to regulate his vessel, Castiel feels every strain. But that doesn't matter now, right now, he looks Dean over, whole and life-like. Not a zombie or a ghost but real, and for a moment, hope swells in his chest before reality comes crashing down.

Dean had escaped. He'd made it. Returned back to their world so why had he been brought back? There had to be a reason and Castiel could think of none that were good. ]


Hello, Dean.
67_impala: (Purgatory)

[personal profile] 67_impala 2019-11-25 05:31 am (UTC)(link)
[Dean was used to ghosts coming to haunt him over things he's done in his life. Hell, ghosts of family and people he's been responsible for popping up to blame him for their deaths was becoming a recurring trope at this point. That didn't make this one any easier. Because Castiel, last he saw you, he lost his grip on your hand in Purgatory and blames himself for not getting you out with Benny. The memory of his mother all but banished by the new surge of emotion, match falling from his hand to the cold ground.]

Cas...? [Hesitantly, he reached out and grasped Castiel's shoulders, not believing he was real at first. Something was wrong here. Castiel was breathing heavily and looking ragged, but not in the same way he'd been in Purgatory. This was different. This was like Castiel just ran a mile. Which was a pretty amusing thought because Castiel didn't... he didn't run. He was always just there because he was an angel.]
heraldingangel: (Guardian: Back)

[personal profile] heraldingangel 2019-11-25 06:36 am (UTC)(link)
[ He stood tall, back straight. A soldier's stance, quiet and serious as Dean clasped his shoulder. His hand was warm, warmer than the icy wind that made him shiver beneath his grasp betraying his state and when he spoke, it was an awkward scrape of voice low in his chest where warmth still lingered inside his vessel. ]

Do you remember this place?
67_impala: (Painful thoughts)

[personal profile] 67_impala 2019-11-25 07:03 am (UTC)(link)
[He's shaken out of his staring fit, closing his mouth suddenly, only just realising it was agape slightly. Good thing it was too cold out for flies.]

Should I? Have I been here before?

[Forgive him, Castiel. He's still trying to come to grips with the fact that you're alive. Which means his hands still haven't left Castiel's shoulders.]

All I know is I was in Purgatory. I got Benny out. And then I was here. We got out, Cas. We made it. But...
heraldingangel: (Guardian: Doubt)

[personal profile] heraldingangel 2019-11-25 07:39 am (UTC)(link)
Twice.

[ He states, staring up at him, eyes deep and blue while he takes in that new information, brows crinkling at the mention of - ]

Purgatory?
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[personal profile] 67_impala 2019-11-25 07:53 am (UTC)(link)
Why don't I remember?

[That's just as alarming as knowing he'd been here before. Something was messing with his memories?]

You know. Purgatory. God's armpit. Place where monsters go when they die. Ringing any choir bells? Been stuck there for a year.

[Absentmindedly, he rubbed his hand over the spot where he'd carried Benny out of that living Hell and back to his body. It was too fresh, making it ache at the thought.]

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soulmakingsound: (they'll say just)

like a warm stove

[personal profile] soulmakingsound 2019-11-30 04:20 am (UTC)(link)
She can see his mother, clear as day. Just like she'd seen her brother. Her crew.

River lets out a wail, the feeling of love and longing this poor man feels for his long-gone mother overwhelming her, and she drops to her knees in the cold.

"It's not real. It's never real. And if it is it doesn't stay. Don't trust it, don't trust it."
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MebbeDean ;D Shhh. Is a secwet. (Literally everyone tagging me rn knows, but w/e XD)

[personal profile] 67_impala 2019-11-30 06:08 am (UTC)(link)
The anguished cry caught him a bit off guard. To be honest, he was likely an empath's nightmare. The buried guilt, pain, anger, and fear wasn't something he'd wish on anyone let alone a young girl who had no choice in the matter.

Dean whirled away from the image of his mother to see the girl drop to her knees in the snow. He started to pull away from the blonde woman, then hesitates, torn. Mary just gives him a warm smile and a nod and Dean breaks away from her to skid to the young girl's side. His hands hovered around her shoulders, wanting to touch her and help her up, but afraid he'd hurt her. She had to be in pain, right? Why else would she cry out like that?

"Hey--" But he was cut off when she spoke. His hands stilled as he watched her and the words clicked. "...this ain't my first rodeo, kid. Of course she's not real." But even saying it out loud made his chest tighten. What he wouldn't give for her to be real right now.

Dean held the match stick between his teeth and shrugged out of his jacket, draping it over the girl's shoulders and hesitantly rubbed her back. "Where're you hurt? Can you stand?"
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[personal profile] soulmakingsound 2019-11-30 06:28 am (UTC)(link)
It's a comfort.

It's something a brother would do, and River makes another anguished noise, leaning against the man. Dean.

She knows his name and she hates it. Hates that he was here before and gone. That now he's for her what she was for him.

"Not a physical hurt. Just... homesick." But even as she says it it feels like the wrong word. "I ache for things not here."
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[personal profile] 67_impala 2019-11-30 06:54 am (UTC)(link)
The anguished sounds were breaking his heart. He didn't know this kid from Eve, but she was a kid. Could she be a threat? Absolutely. Could this be a clever trick to get him to lower his guard? He wouldn't doubt it. But until she sprouted claws or fangs, he was going to try to help.

She leaned against him and he hesitantly looped an arm around her shoulders, tucking her head under his chin and softly shushing her. He made sure the jacket was tucked around her completely before tackling what she'd said.

"I get that. Homesick, longing for people and things." He spared a quick glance at his mother's ghost and bit back any kind of mournful sound. "C'mon, let's get you up and out of the snow." The hunter gently urged her to stand, ready to move with her in their little embrace. "D'you have any family here?"
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[personal profile] soulmakingsound 2019-11-30 07:30 am (UTC)(link)
She'd nearly been okay. Enough to stand, anyway. Enough to let Dean wrap around her to help her up.

But at his question, fresh sobs start. "He was here and he left. He left and I couldn't stop it. I tried everything but maybe they were right. What's dead should stay dead.

Only he's not, not when I left him. I should have known it was just another trick. At least he was as he always was, when he went."
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[personal profile] 67_impala 2019-11-30 07:53 am (UTC)(link)
What's dead should stay dead. That was a rule the Winchester brothers constantly defied. Death just really never took with them. It might have to do with the fact that they were so codependent that they couldn't function properly without eachother.

"Look. What's your name, kid? I'm Dean." He helped keep her steady and warm when they were finally both back on their feet. He brushed the snow off his jeans. "Who was he? Dad? Brother? Best friend?"