lightthedarkness: (Usagi) (What's my horoscope say?)
Usagi Tsukino ☾ Eternal Sailor Moon ([personal profile] lightthedarkness) wrote in [community profile] soddersays2020-12-01 11:34 am

Yearbook Meme



Everyone is most likely to do SOMETHING in their life... even if it's literally nothing.

INSTRUCTIONS:

1. Post a blank header of your character
2. People respond with 'Most likely to ______'
3. People can agree or disagree or add their own
4. Have fun, stay chill, enjoy some silliness!
possessum: (𝟎𝟑𝟓)

[personal profile] possessum 2020-12-29 05:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[ Listening to Maul is like.... listening to Peter's own internal voice. The voice that's been inside of him all this time, telling him he's wrong and guilty and deserves to be eaten away by some darkness. Now that voice stands before him in the very suiting form of what Peter thinks of as demon, and all the boy can do is stare, eyes wide, mouth slightly opened. His expression is.... visibly wounded (Maul's words are a clawed finger pressing into not-quite-healed over wounds, slicing them open again, and it bleeds. It hurts).

But the words aren't a shock to hear. It's startling to hear someone say them out loud to him, but he's been well-acquainted with these words for a long time, now.

'You're a murderer and deserve everything that has happened to you.'

And he's right about the atonement, too. Peter knows that. Maybe some small part of him has wondered if there's any hope for... forgiveness, but he knows deep down there isn't. How could there be? Anyone who could forgive him are.... gone. His family are all gone, every single one. And his mother.... she wouldn't have forgiven him no matter what; she couldn't. It's her voice that the one inside of him often shifts to, scathing and hurting and hating him. ('I can't accept. And I can't forgive.')

Peter blinks against a swell of tears that glisten his eyes, and nods with a soft, shuddering breath. The demon before him is right, and Peter's acknowledging that he's right. That's all he can do. He won't fight against it, just as he really doesn't fight against the demon inside of him. This is what he deserves. ]