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JANUARY 2021 TDM




JANUARY 2021 TEST DRIVE MEME









Welcome to January’s Test Drive Meme!

All Test Drive Memes contain at least one clue to the Deerington's upcoming in-game events for the month! Keep your eyes peeled! But...not literally.

Characters may die during TDMs, but you do not need to count it towards a game-canonical death unless you want to. Consider it a freebie. All TDMs can be considered game canon as TDMs introduce minor aspects about the world of Deerington that can be revisited by characters later on in the game. You may also use TDMs for your application writing sample as well as AC.

CW: Claustrophobia, panic attacks, ghosts, demons, hallucinations, blood, violence
Don't forget to tag content whenever necessary. Have fun!











THE ONLY ME IS ME


The room is unfamiliar. You're not even sure how you ended up in here. Had you fallen asleep? That has to be it. Even if you're not a being who ever sleeps (which must make being in a dream world feel that much more surreal), it feels like the answer. There’s no door, no windows, and the only source of light in the whole place is two tiny, extremely dim side table lamps that give a soft, orange glow to your surroundings. It’s hard to see and easy to bump into the sparse amount of hotel room furniture that seems to be scattered around the small space. Hopefully you don’t have bad knees.

While there is no exit, if you look along the walls, you will eventually find a peep hole. The small hole in the wall makes you feel instantly uneasy, even if you’re someone who isn’t prone to fear in the first place. You’ll feel fidgety and tense, but there’s a part of you that still desperately wants to look through it. Avoiding the peep hole will make the tension disappear eventually, but it creeps back up every time you look at it.

If you woke up here alone, another person will appear in the bed you woke up in the moment you turn your back. It’s good to not be alone, right? But with the room so small, the air might start to feel a little thin. Is it getting hot in here? Is the ceiling feeling a little lower than it did last time? Are the walls closing in? It’s hard to tell if it’s all in your head or if the room really is getting smaller. Having to share it with another person, to share the limited air with someone else, is enough to make anyone panic a little.

Whenever one of you decides to look through the peep hole, you will see a man standing on the other side in a typical hotel hallway. He’s just waiting. Watching. Or at least you think he’s watching; it’s hard to tell when he doesn’t have a face at all. His presence makes that fear in you spike, your worst memories flashing before your eyes, and you won’t be able to look for long without going into a full panic attack. Getting as much distance between you and the peep hole is the fastest way to get a chance to calm down. If you can get yourself to calm down at all.

The key to getting out is the person beside you. If you choose to let them close, eventually the panic will start to ebb, and you’ll find yourself feeling more at ease the longer you sit beside them. Touching, whether it’s a hug, a hand on the shoulder, or more, will eventually make the room stop feeling so tight and the air won’t feel as thin. Eventually, you might start to feel some semblance of trust— trust that they can keep you safe. Approach the peep hole with your roommate and look through it together; while you’ll still see the painful memory from before, one of your happier memories will play soon after to soften the blow. Seeing both your dark and Your light is the best way for someone to truly get to know you, after all.

Once the memory fades, you’ll both be on the other side of the wall, and the man outside the door will be nowhere in sight, with no sign that he was ever really there at all.


DON'T TOUCH THAT DIAL NOW


Walk through a door, any door and you're not where you thought you'd be. Instead, what lies before you as well as to your right are what looks like perfectly normal hallways you'd find in an apartment building or a very large, fancy house. There's doors spread out along either side at varying intervals and one of them opens to let another person in, someone just like you who probably meant to go to the restroom and ended up here. If you try opening the doors, none of them budge no matter what you do and so it seems the only choice you have is to pick a direction and walk.

There's a tingling sense of dread that creeps up your spine as you go. You pass what looks to be doors to restrooms, bedrooms, living rooms and recreational rooms, but none of them seem to be an exit. On the walls are pictures and paintings, it looks like there's a familial theme to them, there's group portraits and moments captured in time such as when someone's Dad spilled punch all over himself at the family barbecue. All wholesome and loving looking pictures but oddly not of just one family, in fact you might see some familiar faces in there. Along with pictures, there's narrow hall tables with vases and more photos in frames and all the drawers seem to be locked, though you get the sense there's something in there...

Eventually, you turn a couple corners and it almost feels like you've come full circle, but at the end of the hallway there's a clear exit. Three steps down to a cracked open door. It sort of looks like a garage from what you can see, but when you open it... you're right back where you started. Only now, the halls are colder, the lights overhead that were once warm and steady are flickering and the pictures on the walls are tilted, some even cracked. There's a creaking sound somewhere far off, like something heavy swinging from a rope. You feel as though something is watching you, following close behind as you hurry your way through the halls again to find another exit.

Again, the only exit is the garage door and with no other option, you step through. And you're back where you started only now other doors in the halls are cracked. In one you see the light of a television playing static in a dark room and someone sobbing and muttering to themselves, in another there's bright red light spilling out of the crack and you see movement, something swaying, the creaking is louder. Heart pounding, you make your way around the corner and the drawers of the tables in the hall all open at once to let damaged photos fly out, all of you and your friends and family in horrifying circumstances or dead.

Run to the exit again and you are back at the start and there's now spatters of blood over the walls like a grisly murder occurred in several locations along the halls. The creaking is louder and so are the wails of the person in the room with the television. More doors are open a crack here and there and each promises something horrifying should you open them. Maybe they're abstract manifestations of your greatest fears, painful memories coming through the static T.V. set, or a stereotypical ghostly spectre with unfinished business. There is a supernatural force in this place and it feeds on your deepest traumas and fears whatever they may be, or it'll be content to sip on the fear brought on by a jump scare or a ghostly shadow watching you from afar wherever your turn, waiting for the moment to suddenly appear beside you.

To escape this haunted loop of rising torment, you must bring the demonic spirit with you as you pass through the exit door. This can be any way you wish, though the easiest is to allow it somehow to possess your body while your companion wrestles it, and you, through. You can discover this solution through clues behind the pictures and scratched into the wood on the bottom of the drawers in the form of riddles, or you can stumble upon it by accident. Once the spirit is pulled through the door, it will break the loop and you will be back in Deerington, though perhaps not quite where you were when you opened the door the first time.


NOW'S THE TIME FOR ACTION



There's something watching you. You don't know what, but you can feel it in your bones. Sometimes you think you see it (them?) out of the corner of your eye, but you can't quite make out the who or the what that might be following your every move. Sometimes it looks supernatural, a mythical creature from your own world maybe, and other times... It looks like someone from home you never wanted to see again. People show up here all the time, it's not impossible...

It doesn't stay just one being, though. Eventually you start to see small groups of people or things you can't quite make out before they disappear. It's hard to tell if they're really there at all or if it's all in your head. But the danger feels real. The inexplicable feeling of pure terror, the solid idea that they're going to kill you and you aren't going to be able to fight them off, the absolute assurance that they're evil. The longer this goes on, the more drawn to a crowd you'll begin to feel. There's safety in numbers, after all. But just being surrounded by people doesn't feel like enough, not when the other Sleepers you find feel just as on edge as you are.

In the center of the crowd are scattered tables. Each table has a bowl or jar filled with various party supplies. Bluetooth speakers that can connect to your Fluid to play music, noise makers, snap poppers, even pots, pans, and their lids. It's enough to make a real ruckus. And you're realizing that that might be the answer. You start encouraging the people around you to make as much noise as possible. Grab the things on the table and just start shouting whatever comes to mind. The more noise you make, the more the fear ebbs, and the shadows following you start to disappear. They almost seem like they're actually running from the noise. You keep shouting just to drive them as far away as possible.

You might notice that you're shouting out things you never expected— and so are the people around you. Emotions you wanted to keep buried, confessions you never planned on giving to someone, secrets you've been trying to keep to yourself. They come pouring out faster than you expect them to and they're there for anyone to hear before you can even stop yourself. Hopefully this doesn't have too big of a fall out for you.



Character Arrival

You can read how all characters arrive in Deerington here.

There is not a collective "all these characters showed up at the exact same moment" occurrence in Deerington. Since characters fall asleep, die, or pass out at various times throughout all their worlds, it wouldn't make too much sense if they arrived in game all at the exact same time. There should be some discrepancy between character arrival, whether by a couple minutes, hours, or even days up to a week.

The players are entirely in control of how/when they want to play their characters arriving in Deerington. For TDMs, you can play it like your character has just arrived and that can be maintained as your game canon, or you can wait until game events for that moment. Or you don't need to acknowledge it at all. The flexibility for character allows a bit more of an organic feel to the character arrival situation, so please play it to whatever feels right for you.

If you are interested in having an "arrival" introduction for one of your TDM prompts, you are more than welcome to explore that option.
morai: (Jedi: Explain)

[personal profile] morai 2020-12-30 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
[ It's not the first time he's made the distinction, nor does she back down from it this time either. ]

I see why he calls you arrogant. It seems the title still fits.
jedies: (Point of No Return)

[personal profile] jedies 2020-12-30 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ ah. a low blow, but one that obi-wan doesn't balk from. he could return fire, but he chooses not to. ]

Maul has many titles for me. And I've heard them all.
morai: (Jedi: Explain)

[personal profile] morai 2020-12-30 04:38 am (UTC)(link)
Who gets to decide if he becomes a problem? You?
jedies: (Salmon Fishing in the Yemen)

[personal profile] jedies 2020-12-30 04:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ obi-wan folds his arms to look at her. ]

If you wish to take responsibility, you're welcome to. But you would have to take responsibility for all of it.

[ including the deaths. obi-wan may not be aware of what happened in mandalore and after, but he knows maul. people die around him and he uses life to achieve his own means. ]

Maul is the one who makes that choice. I do not decide for him. Nor am I interested in playing judge or executioner. But I won't let innocent people die for his choice.
morai: (Jedi: Explain)

[personal profile] morai 2020-12-30 05:00 am (UTC)(link)
It's not about who takes responsibility. I don't believe anyone has a right to. What I'm asking for is an open discussion, not some vague assurance that you'll take care of it.
jedies: (The Disappeared)

[personal profile] jedies 2020-12-30 05:04 am (UTC)(link)
[ obi-wan raises an eyebrow. how odd. then why lead with arrogance if that was the case? to provoke an argument? ]

It's always been open for discussion, Ahsoka.
morai: (Jedi: Commander)

[personal profile] morai 2020-12-30 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
[ A raised brow. It seems her attempt to make him aware he wasn't alone where Maul was concerned had failed, but cutting her out of the discussion by making it a Jedi matter was not something she could accept either. ]

That's not how it sounded.

[ But if it was simply a case of miscommunication, then she could accept that. ]

If that's the case, then I stand by what I said before. In his current state, he's not a threat.
jedies: (Defenders of Peace)

[personal profile] jedies 2020-12-30 05:25 am (UTC)(link)
[ to obi-wan, ahsoka is still a jedi. regardless of whether she left or not. but that's not his right to impose on her. not when he still sits on the council.

his tone softens. perhaps they are out of sync and that hurts in its own way. ]


Then I apologize for that. But I always welcome it, Ahsoka. Especially with you.
morai: (Lady: Unstoppable)

1/3

[personal profile] morai 2020-12-30 05:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ They stripped her of all her titles when she was cast out and handed over to the Republic to stand trial for crimes she didn't commit. But it wasn't the false allegations that entrenched themselves within her, but the fact that it was her family who did not believe her, who cast her out. Obi-Wan may still see her as a Jedi, but Ahsoka was very much aware she was not. ]
morai: (Lady: Strong)

2/3

[personal profile] morai 2020-12-30 05:44 am (UTC)(link)
Apology accepted.

[ She nods at him to let him know it was alright. ]
morai: (Lady: Is that so?)

3/3

[personal profile] morai 2020-12-30 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
I apologize too for any misunderstanding, even if I still think you can be a little arrogant at times. I think that's where Anakin got it from.
jedies: (Old Friends Not Forgotten)

[personal profile] jedies 2020-12-30 06:02 am (UTC)(link)
[ he looks a little bemused. ]

But not you?
morai: (Lady: Tano)

[personal profile] morai 2020-12-30 06:07 am (UTC)(link)
A student is a reflection of her teachers.
jedies: (Blue Shadow Virus)

[personal profile] jedies 2020-12-30 08:08 am (UTC)(link)
Not just.

And Anakin had his own arrogance long before we met.
morai: (Default)

[personal profile] morai 2020-12-30 09:18 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe that's why we got along so well.

He once told me I'd never make it as your student.

[ Though, now that she thought about it. She didn't make it as his either. She wondered what that meant.]
Edited 2020-12-30 09:19 (UTC)
jedies: (Our Kind of Traitor)

[personal profile] jedies 2020-12-30 09:35 am (UTC)(link)
Perhaps he was right. Perhaps not.

I feel it would be more accurate that I would not make it as your teacher. Teaching Anakin took a lot out of me.
morai: (Lady: Tano)

[personal profile] morai 2020-12-30 09:41 am (UTC)(link)
Maybe that's why Master Yoda assigned me to him.

To spare you.
jedies: (Together Again)

[personal profile] jedies 2020-12-30 09:45 am (UTC)(link)
[ bemused. ]

Well, he's always been fond of me.
morai: (Lady: Happy Days Ahead)

[personal profile] morai 2020-12-30 11:14 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She smiles faintly at the memories of her time at the Jedi Temple. Master Yoda always made time for the younglings. As she looks at him, remembering the past, her aura is tinged with a faint sort of contentment. It was enough to see him one last time. ]

It's good to see you again.

Is there anything else I should know about this place?
jedies: (Son of Dathomir)

[personal profile] jedies 2020-12-31 10:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ he sighs, running a hand through his beard. ]

There is a lot to know. This is an unusual place, similar to Mortis in many ways.
morai: (Lady: Politics)

[personal profile] morai 2021-01-02 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
I was thinking the same thing. But there are obvious differences. The animal life for one.
jedies: (Zoe)

[personal profile] jedies 2021-01-02 04:23 am (UTC)(link)
[ he slowly nods. ]

This one seems more built to last longer. But it is a dream. Something unreal.
morai: (Lady: Politics)

[personal profile] morai 2021-01-02 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
You think so?

[ It's a genuine question. ]

I've heard the same thing.

[ But she's not quite convinced. ]
jedies: (The Disappeared)

[personal profile] jedies 2021-01-02 04:30 am (UTC)(link)
I have no reason to doubt it just yet.

[ and leaving things to doubt when he's still getting accustomed seemed dangerous. obi-wan is pragmatic. he is willing to accept faith but also equally willing to engage with doubts. ]
morai: (Blue: Planning)

[personal profile] morai 2021-01-02 04:48 am (UTC)(link)
[ Maybe that's where they differed. Ahsoka preferred to keep her options open. Faith was relegated to things she trusted implicitly like Anakin's determination and Obi-Wan's selflessness. ]

I explored the town as much as I was able to since I got here. I've heard about the dreams but I'm not so certain I believe that story.

Someone powerful brought us here like they did on Mortis. But this world isn't imbued with the Force. There's a disturbance here I can't quite pinpoint.

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