Character Name: Cas (full name Castiel, but will always insist on being called Cas) Age: physically mid-thirties, but is older then creation Employment in Deerington: FEAR Residence in Deerington:301 Clover Lane Day to Day Activities: Fear related work, yoga and meditation at home. Can also be spotted out and about getting lowkey overwhelmed by busy crowds, and having no clue about how to exist in a semi-functioning society
About This Character: Cas is a fallen angel who's only life experience has been in a post-apocalyptic setting, where he died on a pointless mission. He's currently struggling with a very jaded, self-loathing prone outlook on his existence. He can be very sarcastic, rude, snide, but also flirtatious. He tries to keep people at emotional arm's length because he's broken and doesn't know how to handle genuine connection and emotion. More info HERE Any Warnings:Content Warnings & Opt-Out
Present Life: His cast has sort of imploded with a lot of people from alternative timelines, which complicates his emotional landscape a bit. He's undergoing a relapse and a bit of an identity crisis as a result, all the while he's trying to do better, and mend some bridges he'd assumed long broken. He's finding some purpose with Fear, and is trying to find ways to help AU!Sam with his little possession problem. Future Ideas: After some set-backs, the goal is for him to be mostly clean when it comes to abusing harder drugs. I'd love for others to realize how much genuine physical pain he is in, as it affects a lot of his issues. He'll also try to establish a tactical ops branch in Fear after some establishing time.
CR You Want: ♟ F.E.A.R. operatives/colleagues ♟ People to introduce him to some mundane, nice things about existing in a functioning society ♟ People to lowkey flirt with without expectation of reciprocation or further follow up ♟ People he can learn to rely on and can prove himself a useful asset to ♟ People who are interested in meditation, yoga, and high conversations about everything under the sun and beyond ♟ People who see through his shitty coping mechanisms, care for and about him, and aren't deterred by his attempts to keep them at arm's length - and people he can grow to care about in return, despite his best efforts not to ♟ People with knowledge of/insight into/experience substance abuse, for better o worse
CR You Don't Want: ♟ Overly negative CR without planning for it ♟ Romance ♟ People who'd put him down further for his vices - the guy's at a bit of a low point rn, I don't wanna break him *too* hard
Castiel (AU) | Supernatural
Age: physically mid-thirties, but is older then creation
Employment in Deerington: FEAR
Residence in Deerington: 301 Clover Lane
Day to Day Activities: Fear related work, yoga and meditation at home. Can also be spotted out and about getting lowkey overwhelmed by busy crowds, and having no clue about how to exist in a semi-functioning society
About This Character: Cas is a fallen angel who's only life experience has been in a post-apocalyptic setting, where he died on a pointless mission. He's currently struggling with a very jaded, self-loathing prone outlook on his existence. He can be very sarcastic, rude, snide, but also flirtatious. He tries to keep people at emotional arm's length because he's broken and doesn't know how to handle genuine connection and emotion. More info HERE
Any Warnings: Content Warnings & Opt-Out
Present Life: His cast has sort of imploded with a lot of people from alternative timelines, which complicates his emotional landscape a bit. He's undergoing a relapse and a bit of an identity crisis as a result, all the while he's trying to do better, and mend some bridges he'd assumed long broken. He's finding some purpose with Fear, and is trying to find ways to help AU!Sam with his little possession problem.
Future Ideas: After some set-backs, the goal is for him to be mostly clean when it comes to abusing harder drugs. I'd love for others to realize how much genuine physical pain he is in, as it affects a lot of his issues. He'll also try to establish a tactical ops branch in Fear after some establishing time.
CR You Want:
♟ F.E.A.R. operatives/colleagues
♟ People to introduce him to some mundane, nice things about existing in a functioning society
♟ People to lowkey flirt with without expectation of reciprocation or further follow up
♟ People he can learn to rely on and can prove himself a useful asset to
♟ People who are interested in meditation, yoga, and high conversations about everything under the sun and beyond
♟ People who see through his shitty coping mechanisms, care for and about him, and aren't deterred by his attempts to keep them at arm's length - and people he can grow to care about in return, despite his best efforts not to
♟ People with knowledge of/insight into/experience substance abuse, for better o worse
CR You Don't Want:
♟ Overly negative CR without planning for it
♟ Romance
♟ People who'd put him down further for his vices - the guy's at a bit of a low point rn, I don't wanna break him *too* hard
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